at one time I was a hotshot "graphic designer" (even though I'm "legally blind" ) for a small print shop and I helped manage the small shop and in that wonderful little world, I felt like the greatest with the still greatest lifetime friends and some new employees, who still bear with me as I continue to do regular projects for them
(MH3 Printing at the Loop)
Then in 2008 the shop manager passed away and so I was left widowed and UNABLE to raise two kids by myself-like I said I'm legally blind which makes me unable to drive and stuff like that...
The Alabama Institute for the Blind was contacted by a friend and then Vocational Rehab was made available to me and I got some newer equipment to work with and I should be doing so much better after almost three years but in that time, I begin to forget a lot of the "graphic design" I learned and was messing up real bad with simple jobs I had been doing for years. Vocational Rehabs attempt to help me learn to use the city bus system, those couple of terrifying outings where I didn't know where I was going to and trouble with feeing car sick made me really unable to leave the house....
So then I found ODesk-a genuine online employment site and well just posting to classified sites should be pretty simple but damn it ain't for some ****** brain damaged reason-
(...that "legal blindness" was caused by some kind of brain damage and well damaged goods can only produce so well only for so long and well my last checkup showed I need a little more regular medical attention-next appt in July (I'm sure it's nothing so now with one "check" getting cut in June, I can't cut out my health insurance just yet-got to at least make that July appointment before I cut my health insurance
otherwise I got car insurance-a new bill - but I will continue to pay cell phone bills and two other health insurance policies and well got a car now that runs and.....-
should I die, my kids might get some "checks" . . . . .
SOMETIMES THE BEST REVENGE IS-not looking so well. . . . . but I do thank everybody for all the wonderful help they have given and now seems like all resources have been exhausted (hate to be such a dram queen-my only big is PLEASE DO NOT WORRY ABOUT ME
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYVm0qbWIZU
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