-working class hero-

I always knew "self employment" was big responsibility NO MATTER IF YOU MANAGE TO ACCOMPLISH IT and it in itself is a career YOU WOULD CONSTANTLY WORK

you are indeed "all on your own" alright like ITS ALL ON YOU to get some work then get it done and make money along with everything else you can or can't do

so I kept my day job, it was the only way i was able to work. of course I had all the advantages of a wonderful company who helped me with transportation and training and it was located by schools and stores, I was able to walk to my kids school and make every conference and field trip and game and plays and walk ove r to the Walgreens to pick up the usual things you have to stop and pick up on the way home  Well MH3 is still hangin in there with me as everlastingly patient as ever and all that-

ODesk is turning out well as far as its GREAT HOPE  !!! ROCK ON!!!! i managed to secure a few good clients

but between MH3 and ODesk, I had a VERY HARD TIME with rehabilitation -EVERYBODY FROM ALABAMA VOCATIONAL REHAB AND INSTITUTE FOR THE BLIND TRIED 200 percent (and MH3 in between) but the damage was already done......

i have been left not very well-a few more doctors appointments -

but I CHOOSE TO REFUSE to not ever again drain everyone I CANT-all means have been EXHAUSTED ..... the very constant stress of being disabled and left unable to take of my family has took its toll-its a no-brainer and i mean really THAT 'legal blindness' bull*** is REAL brain damage, has always been-not playing PANIC ATTACKS AND NO SLEEP ARE ENDLESS and left me unable to feel pain-i'm broke and only going to get more broke and the only RELIEF FROM DEBT AND TAXES IS DEATH but i ain't gonna make it happen-nature will take its course.....at the age of only 42 i'm too young to live out a deteriorating poor quality of life

I know there is a god above and he will most definitely end it....but even he gets overextended-there are so many others who REALLY NEED ALL THEY CAN GET FROM HIM - i don't want to take from anybody else....life will go on.... please do not worry about me...

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